Oh day 3, here you are again. How I missed you. How I have been counting down until I can give my arm to the phlebotomist every 3 days, shoot myself up with hormones, and try to bring back a modicum of hope for a happy result.
I'm really trying to find some hope here. Anyone have any that I can borrow?
I'm just having a hard time getting going. I've already cried three times today. I cried on the way to work. I cried on the way to the doctor's office. I cried in Target as I was picking out a baby present for a shower that I get to go to tomorrow.
It's funny. (or not) I'm going through the signs of depression, and well, I'm pretty much there.
Anyone know an infertility therapist in the mid.west? If you are anywhere close, I'd be thrilled to email back and forth to figure out a location.
Ok, on a lighter note. My vacation was wonderful. If I could've stayed by the ocean for a few more weeks, I would've. Beautiful. Wonderful to see good friends and relax and just relax. And relax. I'm going to say that five more times.
Did I mention that my mother in law suggested that we adopt? Goodness, I LOVE that woman.
Ok, I'm off to try and build some endorphins at the gym.
- ▼ 2009 (78)