Well, there is nothing like a digital pregnancy test to bring you back to reality. What did it say to me this morning? No -. The funny thing is, when I went to check it after a couple of minutes, I had it upside down, so it read "oN-." And I thought, "Oh good, it's on!"
Obviously, I've never done a digital test before.
It's funny. We were really starting to get hopeful this cycle. I was naseous (damn cold with a lot of drainage, but still), I was tired (damn prometrium and probably a little depression), I was refluxing for the first time ever (damn not eating healthy for the past 2 weeks) , and I felt bloated (damn all of the above).
Excuse my cursing, but I just have to right now.
We're ok. It's weird. I dreamt it would be negative last night, and it was this AM. Bizarre.
We're going to take a month off and resume in September. In the meantime, I'm going to get back on the treadmill, eat healthy, and lose the 15 lbs that I've gained since starting infertility treatments. This is OUT OF CONTROL.
In the meantime, DH is going to do another semen analysis--because of the round cells and the lower count in this last sample--and we'll see.
Do we even have the capability to be pregnant? I just don't know right now. Much less a baby, right?
- ▼ 2009 (78)