Tuesday, March 17, 2009


"To get something you never had, you have to do something you have never done. When God takes something from your grasp, He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better. Concentrate on this sentence... The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you"

This may be my new mantra.

So, AF still has not shown her face. I broke down today over lunch and bought a hpt. It was negative. I sat in a community bathroom watching my watch for three minutes and refused to look at the result until the three minutes were up. In a community bathroom. I think I've lost my mind.

So, I'm really confused as to why AF hasn't shown up yet. My luteal phase is usually 11 days, so I'm in uncharted territory. Could the increase in clomid have increased my luteal phase? Does the trigger affect it? I'm assuming I'm out for this month, but I think I'll use the other HPT with a first morning urine tomorrow if af hasn't shown up. Symptoms? My bb's are now sore, but that maybe be more from the frequency that I've checked to see if the girls are sore.


It doesn't help that out of the last 3 nights, I've dreamt that I was pregnant 2 nights.


Baby? Maybe. (Or Maybe Not.) said...

My heart is beating at a million miles a second. Seriously. I give you credit for NOT POAS every fifteen minutes. I hate people who breed false hope, but when I was pg with Bean I tested negative at 13DPO, and positive on 15DPO! Not that my story had a happy ending, but that doesn't mean it has to ride that way for everyone, you know? Fingers crossed, lady. Fingers most definitely crossed... <3

Anonymous said...

hmmm.....i have to agree with above. who knows what is going on. maybe clomid can change the luteal phase, but maybe not. ...thinking about you. xoxo